WHEN I WAS SMALL (II)

Once upon a time there is a gal...7 years old of age.....going to school for the first time in her life ...and bla bla ba..and she live happily ever after..nahhhh u think this is a fairy tale?..fat chance! hehehe

Hey guys...do u remember ur first day at school? not tadika laa...what is so thrilling about sekolah "makan-makan" that was what kindergarten used to be called when i was little...lolz... coz the folks said all u have to do is eat n eat n eat but of coz kindergartens have developed far beyond than u could imagine..so no offence to those kindy teacher lolz....

Well what i wanna share wiz u guys is my own experience as a primary one student those days-in the late seventies ...i remembered going shopping for my school stuffs ...blue pinafores ....white shirts....white canvass shoe...and all the stationery..ehmm not all d fancy stationery like kid nowadays have..we dun have barbie or hello kitty or mickey mouse, spiderman pencil boxes or stuffs ...all but simple and plain ....the pencil with the attached rubber at th end which we used endlessly to erase all our so called misjudgment on our school books which task was­ quite tedious as the rubber did not do a good job over it..... but thru our perseverence left a hole so big u can peep thru it and saw the annoyed face of the teacher... hehehe

The school bag is precisely like a box ...like the james bond's suitcase ..full stop.... squarish and red in colour wiz black stripes on it ...(and am i proud of my school bag) it was quite multi purpose u see...u can do ur homeworks on top of it or it can serve as a table to have ur lunch...or u can swing it hard to all those school bully for defense...and fyi all boys n gals have the same bags..like boria sungai penang u see hehehehe....

And talking about the exercise books...the paper was so thin that it can easily tear off whenever we forced our liitle uncontrolled energy to express our points .....with the pencil of coz hehehe and usually before the year end ..we have to buy a new one as the books didnt last us hehehe..it would be full with all colours and designs...the tea, coffe or nasi lemak sambal accidentally stamped there ...dun ask how...

Well, i remembered my dad sending me to school that historical morning on his old bicycle...i was perching in front , my elder brother at the back...and my dad told me to study hard and be good in my study ..at that time it was quite meaningless but i juz nodded my head all the same ..

For your info my frens, my parents didnt stay or wait for me outside the clasroom on the first day of school as most parents did..im quite an independent gal u see ...inherited that streak of confidence from my dad ...but i can bet that some of ur guys' parents have to do that for you rite? ..cry babies hehehhe....nooo.... dun worry i understand ...and i wont hold it against u ..after all at that time u r only 7 years old brats rite? hehehehe jangan mare aaa....

Apakah yang harus kukatakan

Apakah yang harus kukatakan....

tentang kerinduanku terhadapmu

tentang kecintaan yang bersemi dihatiku

tentang kesetiaan menanti pulang

tentang keresahan tika kau jauh

merobek jiwa dan ragaku?

Apakah yang harus kukatakan...

kenapa aku terlalu menyayangimu

kenapa aku memilihmu antara beribu

walaupun kau tak se gah si tuah

walaupun kau tak sekacak sang putera

apakah itu perlu?

Apakah yang harus kukatakan

pada bayu yang berbisik padaku

pada pantai yang memerhati

pada bulan yang sendu merindu

pada mentari yang menyinar hangat kasihku

tentang cinta kau dan aku?

apakah yang harus kukatakan.... sayang ?

sedangkan

sepana kupejamkan mataku

lalu dedaunan seperti merisik merdu

menjawap segala persoalan hati

yang setiap nafas yang kuhela

kau adalah disitu....

MY BABY YOU

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love i've known
And the purest one i'll own
Know you'll never be alone
Chorus: my baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And 'cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive
Though these words I say are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground
Repeat chorus
I will soothe you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all
Repeat chorus
Aiman I feel so alive

IF A MAN WANTS YOU?....EHMMM

Dedicated for all the ladies seeking for men out there..in d horizon :)

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay

STOP making excuses for a man and his behaviour.

Allow your intuition(or spirit) to save you from heartache .

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then heck no. you CAN'T BE friends. A friend wouldnt mistreat a friend....(yeah yeah yeah)

Dont settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, he probably is.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you differently???(Fat chance...lolz)

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you, SPEAK UP.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later (ehmmm...i wonder)

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man.

Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

P.S : Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN...ah hah


Footnote: to all the guys, if u dont like what u read dont sue me.....im juz sharing those materials which is beneficial to all my frenz.s..after all we are only human hehehe

DINGIN

dingin malam yang menyelubungi
hening sayu dalam hati
berbicara bersendirian

ku rasa resah
selama dibuai rindu
pada cinta yang terlalu
terpendam di dalam khayalan

kan ku leraikan impian indah
kepadanya ku berserah
mungkin tak daya
ku tawan cinta yang sama

*chorus

dinginnya getaran asmara
sentuhan mula bermadah
ku tak bisa juarai
jiwa yang ku tak punya

dinginnya bila kau berkata
ruang buatku tiada
memoriku gengamilah
biarkan aku beralah

dalam hatiku tiada dendam
walau impian semalam
masih mekar dalam ingatan

kan ku leraikan impian indah
kepadanya ku berserah
mungkin tak daya
ku tawan cinta yang sama

oo hooo ooooo...
*Chorus

mungkin tak daya
ku tawan cinta yang sama
ooooooooooooo

MEMO KEPADA STAFF

MEMO KEPADA SEMUA STAFF

Staff Sekalian,

Perhatian kepada semua staff. Berkuatkuasa pada tahun 2009, syarikat
anda akan menguatkuasakan peraturan baru kepada semua staff. Perkara
yang digubal adalah seperti berikut:-

a. PENGANGKUTAN.

Sekiranya anda memandu kereta import, kereta mewah atau kereta Honda
contohnya, kami menganggap anda sudah terlalu mewah, jadi tiada
kenaikan gaji.

Sekiranya anda m ema ndu kereta yang telah uzur, lebih dari 10 tahun
atau menggunakan pengangkutan awam, kami mengandaikan anda mempunyai
banyak simpanan, jadi tiada kenaikan gaji.

Sekiranya anda m ema ndu kerata nasional samaada proton atau perodua,
kami mengandaikan anda telah berada di level yang sepatutnya, jadi
tiada kenaikan gaji.

b. CUTI TAHUNAN.

Setiap orang akan mendapat cuti 104 hari dalam setahun dan
kebanyakannya ialah hari sabtu dan ahad.

c. WAKTU LUNCH:

1) Staff yang kurus akan diberi rehat selama 30 minit. Ini kerana
mereka perlu makan lebih untuk kesihatan.

2) Untuk saiz normal, mereka akan diberi rehat selama 15 minit. Ini
kerana mereka sedang elok dan cuma perlu mengambil makanan secara
stabil.

3) Untuk mereka yang gemuk, mereka akan diberi rehat selama 5 minit sahaja.
Ini kerana mereka cuma perlu makan pil dan susu atau teh untuk
menguruskan badan.

d. CUTI SAKIT:

Mulai 2009 kami tidak lagi mengiktiraf sijil sakit dari Doktor ini
kerana sekiranya anda mampu pergi ke Klinik untuk dapatkan MC, anda
tentu boleh pergi kerja juga....

e. PENGGUNAAN TANDAS:

Kami mendapat aduan ramai staff yang mengambil masa terlalu lama di
dalam tandas. Mulai tahun 2009 setiap seorang hanya boleh menggunakan
tandas selama 5 minit sahaja. Sekiranya lebih dari 5 minit secara
automatiknya tandas akan di pam, tisu akan stuck, pintu akan terbuka
dan kamera akan menyala.

Sekiranya lebih dari 2 kali gambar anda dirakam, kami akan menampal
gambar anda di notis board di bawah korum 'staff sembelit'.

f. PEMBEDAHAN :

Selagi anda menjadi staff di sini, kami tidak membenarkan anda
melakukan sebarang pembedahan. Jangan cuba mengeluarkan apa-apa saja
organ dari dalam badan anda kerana kami mengambil anda bekerja kerana
anda mempunyai organ yang cukup.... Sekiranya tidak, ini bermakna anda
telah melanggar kontrak.

g. PENGGUNAAN INTERNET

Segala penggunaan internet atas urusan peribadi seperti membaca
e-mail, chatting dan games akan dikenakan bayaran RM2.00 sejam (sama
seperti harga pasaran). Bayaran ini akan ditolak dari gaji anda.

Sebagai permulaan, 73% staff di sini tidak akan mendapat gaji selama 3
bulan, ini kerana harga penggunaan internet sahaja telah melebihi 3
bulan gaji mereka....

Terima kasih kerana masih setia berkhidmat di syarikat ini. Kami akan
cuba memberikan perkhidmatan yang terbaik. Sebarang pertanyaan, komen,
aduan, kekecewaan, sakit hati, bantahan, maki hamun, caci nista boleh
disalurkan ke tempat lain.

Sekian, terima kasih...

WHEN I WAS SMALL.....

The days when i was in my primary were spend at a teeny meeny little town named Ulu Tiram (Ulu Tiram has since developed into a relatively big town in Johor) ...that was where my dad was posted...being a government servant one would have to expect being transferable to everywhere and anywhere...and ulu tiram was really "ulu" at that time...quiet and backward...so being a townfolk of coz my mum was not too excited and keen to stay there (though she had no choice in the circumstances as my dad was the sole breadwinner) ...but we the kids (the four of us) ..we sort of settling down very nicely...

My two elder brothers had their activities to keep them bz ...they would frequent the small river near the small health centre (where we resided) and had their fun there ....but as for me and my youngest brother (the river is no no for us as far as my mum is concerned) we cheerfully created our own ...we would make our own kites from the bamboo sticks and the colourful papers we bought from the "apek" store (the one and only grocery store ever existed hehehe) out from our creativity and "wild imagination" (do we have tons of it ...wau bulan, ikan, tiger's head or our fav cartoon characters ...u named it hehehehe)..and my dad being a good sport as he always have been, would lend his hand appropriately to make it happens ..hey it didnt actually matter to us whether the kites were flyable or not ..the art of "do it urself" thing was already appealing to us...guess kids are easily contented those days hehehe tell that to my nieces n nephews and they definitelywould freak out

Well....anyway....wh­en it was all done, we would proudly march to the big padang beside the health centre with all our friends tagging along. It was really a big open padang and the winds was fantastic...there we­ would test our so called creation and hard works... ehmmm....so­metimes the kites would fly sometimes it would not .. but who cares? wiz winds blowing into our faces, our excited friends jumping up and down and gathered around us "the hero and heroin" of the day, innocent cheerful faces, the cheers when the kites flies, the boos when it didnt ...it was enough to make our world go round ....

but you wanna know something? at the end of it all... my brother and me would merely lie down on the ground of the padang looking at the skies above us and watch the let loose kites going up and up and up into the blue skies ...out of our sight and that my frens i tell you ....was blissfully heaven ...CHEERS